2 months passed-longing still there

My laptop is seriously sick, sent for repair about a week long and came bk not completely cured. Looking for another specialist doctor.

Leaving next sunday for Hong Kong,still havent get enough of staying at home, resting, meeting with friends after a month long of holiday. In a way, i am looking forward to it-the travelling, learning new things/people/culture but leaving my comfort zone is something that i always fear.

havent pack my luggage yet, in fact, it was unpack from my returned trip from jakarta. so seasoned am i that i just have to spend litle time on the preparation, though this time round have to cater to the so-called winter season of hong kong. wont be buying any winter clothes, can definitely get it easily there. cant wait to see myself wearing coat.

went to Genting with my brother n family n sister n relatives last week for few days.It was a trip filled with happy moments that i treasured dearly, as usual. They went back on sat while i continued my trip down to kuala lumpur alone for 2 nites. Daring, but guess i needed time to be alone. The trip was so-so, i enjoyed buying books, reading comics at chinatown area.

No idea why, but for the return trip back to singapore i was tearing throughout the 6 hours of travelling....yup throghout, except for dinner time. Memories of soooo many things just flooded me and the uncertainties of things just caught me by surprise. Luckily i was sitting alone by myself, otherwise people would thought that i have gamble all my money at the casino. No matter how i tried, i just couldnt stop the tears from flowing down. It was a release, a way of letting go certain things, a realisation of 'me' now.